Give me a reason to believe that you're gone. I see your shadow, so I know they're all wrong. Moon light on the soft brown Earth, it leads me to where you lay. They took you away from me, but now I'm taking you home...
Some say I'm crazy for my love oh my love (my love) But no bonds can hold me from the side of my love...They don't know you can't leave me. They don't hear you singing to me. I will stay forever here with you, my love. The softly spoken words you gave me...even in death our love goes on. And I can't love you, anymore than I do~Evanescence~Even In Death
Have no fear, I am in a much better mood this morning. My claws have been retracted, at least for the time being. 
I decided to go with some verses from a song that I really love instead of a quote, because I love it and this IS, after all, MY journal. I thought this would be a pretty good explanation of what might seem like utter insanity to anyone who has never had a muse. LOL And I DO feel the need to explain somewhat after last night. "They don't know that you can't leave me. They don't hear you singing to me." It's really like that. Can't explain something to someone who has never had an experience that parallels it. It is also a GREAT song if you have ever lost anyone that you love and still feel that they are around you sometimes. I truly have to believe that we all have at least one beloved watching after us from some better place, checking in to see that we are doing good, visiting us, as we so often visit them in our thoughts.
On to other things. I REALLY hate this cheapy keyboard. I want my deluxe office version BACK! 
Bad bad Bandit. Oh well. I guess I will try this weekend. They had a really nice cordless one. Speaking of, my wireless optical mouse took a dive and that really irks me. I reset the thing, changed the batteries and all and it still wouldn't work. 
This must be the week of computer kaputzes. 
*deep calming breaths* 
Ok all better now.
I REALLY REALLY want to get another chapter of Hemorrhage done. I think if I am still struggling today, I might just move on to Simon Says. I am hoping SOME year...or even millenium here, I will wrap one of the three up and get to start planning a new one! Yeeeeaaaaahhhh! I have a lot of little plot bunnies hopping around, but nothing really significant to work with building a story on yet. I HAD been wanting to start an SVU tale, but after reading Hussy's and Kikki's, Shari's too even...Man. I don't see thatahappenin. That would be like Bug putting on Jim's size thirteen shoe and trying to fill it out and walk around. I would like to do something along the lines of that though. SVU has such great characters and WEG man you can come up with some wicked plots. Who knows? I'm not sure what I will work on when I have an opening for a new story. It's hard to say with me.
Well, I have babbled on long enough and damn near put myself to sleep here. I REALLY do have to get some writing done or I will start to get really down on myself. Plus the family is coming over for a March Thanksgiving dinner tomorrow so I have some cooking/baking/cleaning to do durring those down time/thinking moments. Hope everyone has a GREAT thursday and can hang in this last day until blessed FRIDAY rolls around. 
That alone is enough to put a smile on my face! 
& a 
! Just wanted to stop by and say LOVE YA! Missed that weekly chat like KRAZY! 
Happy Easter! 
--Luv ya much. Have a great TT day. 
haha I am silly today 
Sup o.c.c. 
Give me a shout out! 
Lets pray for good writing! 
haha. I think I am in need of some OZ this weekend. Well I am off but I wanted to say ello... 
HAHAHA! 
"They don't know that you can't leave me. They don't hear you singing to me." It's really like that. Can't explain something to someone who has never had an experience that parallels it.
Pardoni moi... 
my writing skills aint all dat. 
I feel honored simply being in the crowd of "writers guild"! Hmmm.... I might have to go back to school to get some REAL writing skills! 
Oh, I love the lyrics of that song. really nice
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