Eh I hate them.  Today's quote is:  ~Do not keep on with a mockery of friendship after the substance is gone - but part, while you can part friends. Bury the carcass of friendship: it is not worth embalming. ~ William Hazlitt

My thoughts:~ *sigh*  Yeah.  I have been doing a lot of soul searching lately over a very similar matter.  I have to agree here.  Either be a friend or don't.  When it comes to friendship, there really can't be any riding fences.  You either have to be willing to be a friend and all that entails or not.  To sit there and try to pass yourself off as caring, or wanting to be a friend, but making excuses for not doing so...well, it's kind of sad really.  Often, it's hard to let go of something.  Like that favorite pair of sweat pants that are so comfy and thread bare in places.  Or an old pair of shoes, because we know what a good fit they were.  They made us happy and secure.  But really, either throw them out if that is what you intended on doing.  Don't just open the closet to take a look at them and make sure they are indeed still there.  I really even hate to use that analogy, because friends shouldn't be thrown away.  Eh anyway.  If there is no substance left to friendship, no matter what the reasons or excuses are, it's time to move on.  I think plastering a smile on your face and casual words once in a while eventually will lead to more pain and some very bitter resentment.  I truly believe that is what this man was saying.  Be a friend or don't.  If you can't, bury what was left.  Leave it lie.  Don't try to keep it preserved by pumping it full of things that are fake, half hearted, or insincere.  In the long run, it will just begin to stink.

Enough with that ramble, though I do feel better now.    I'm working some more on Inferno. I think I finally got past that damn writer's block.  I gave up.  My muse is unswayable and there is not point in trying to get him to behave, because...Well no matter how much I may wish for that, it will NEVER happen.  He's an ornery shit which is probably why we get along so well.  At the moment, he is giving a female Correctional Officer (CO, hack) a run for her money.  Sorry Diane!

That brings me to another concept, thought, idear.  Whatever.  Another mad rambling, okay?    I really do have to thank someone for all of their support this past week.  It has probably been hell with my ranting about this that or the other thing and I really did feel like the dreaded drama queen at times.  I'm not a drama queen, but this past week threw so many curve balls at me that I ended up getting hit more often then being able to duck.  I was at the point Friday of being in tears and so mad it was choking me, but you really said some things that touched me and made me appreciate your friendship that much more.  God knows not much touches this calloused heart of mine anymore.  Your loyalty, stead fast advice, and unique outlook on life and people in general...I would be lost at times without them.  Thanks. 

Well now that I have really sat down and listened to the advice my brain, gut, and of course that ever annoying muse has been giving me. I would have been spared much anguish if I had just listened to him and his dislikes to begin with, but alas, I am stubborn to a fault!  I think I can hold my head up high.  Almost to the point of having my nose up in the air.  Not quite though.  I'm not stuck up, as much as I might sound like it sometimes.  Well, I can be, but only about certain things.  LOL What a character he can be!  It's probably a good thing people can't hear him sometimes.  He was quite murderous and venomous last week and it only ended up culminating.  I just have to remember that him and Keller can be quite a nasty duo when they are in bad moods.  Hilarious as long as you aren't the one on the receiving end.  Remind me to never ever put myself in that position.  Their wrath is best incurred by others!  I'm off to get some writing done now because he's actually full of praise,happy, and smiling and that is a rare moment indeed. 

That you would stumble upon a quote that so accurately portrays the very dilema that has been twisting your soul into knots...well it is a frightening display of fate. This had plagued me all weekend long, wondering not what I should do but rather how you were handling it...to see your thoughts spelled out here...puts a wicked smile on my face.

Ohhh...by the way...Keller sends his love!

I'm sorry TT! No need to fret. I'm pretty darn sure that my TerrorTwin and my muse both would kick my arse purple if I thought any other way! That and I do have some dignity and smarts in me here somewhere. I have a wicked smile on my face too, but then again, when don't I?

*chuckles and waves at Keller* Hope he is in a better mood today!

Dino sends his love too. Wow. It's rare that he does that he says something like that and means it! Hahaha they had a gangster/mafia guy.

I can really relate to that quote B at this moment in life. I am at the point of having to let a very close and dear friend of mine go. It's not because I want to but rather it seems there is no point to realy hold onto it anymore not to mention the pain it's causing me. My friend is the one that I feel gave up but hey I guess that's life right?... This is not going to be easy to do but I can't take any more broken promises. Well enough rambling about my life now since it's not important anyway. Take care sis, peace out...

Bagh. Sorry to hear that sis. It's a hard decision to make, and I don't envy anyone who has ever been put in that situation. Just try to hold your head up and remeber there are people that really do care about you. I'm outta here for a bit to try and straighten up this pigsty before I go completely insane. Heh, we all know I already got one foot in the door there.

LOL...Silly me. That was my post above.

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