Writing often seems to me to be a double edged sword. It is a solitary work, that often leaves you spending many hours alone. Maybe you do it so much, you want to be alone, but no one likes to be alone all of the time. I love spending time with loved ones....I guess just not too much. I NEED to write when I get the urge. Lucky for me, they have come to understand this and accept it. It’s not depression that makes me stay holed up for days and cut conversations short, it’s a HUNGER that needs sated. It’s the times they don’t understand, I feel guilted into sitting on a couch pretending to stare at the pictures on the screen though my mind is a million miles away, or nights like now when I WANT someone to talk to that the above quote rings eerily true.

With all of these odd emotions brewing, I think it would be a good time to work some more on Inferno. By most beloved work...my Baby. Inferno is based mainly on Dino Ortolani and OZ. Such a rage-a-holic, Dino is a tormented soul prone to express it through violence. Seems there is only one place for both of us that can truly be called home and not be alone...and that is Angst Anonymous. Like I said, writing is often a double edged sword.